Schadenfreude

Am i rude?

Saturday, November 15, 2008, 9:04 PM

I think i'm a really rude person.

Seriously. I ask my friends this and they say nooo... Of course no la! My friends what...

Ok, Let me say something:

I'm bloody anti-social. If i dun know you that well, i'm not gonna talk to you. Seriously. I won't bother. If i did then ok la... usually i'll ask some random questions then i'll pretty much keep to myself. I am a self confessed loner. I prefer to read my book and lose myself into my music than talk to people on the bus or anywhere else though i do make exceptions to some of my good friends! I LOVE MY MUSIC AND I HATE TO HIT THE PAUSE BUTTON!!! So usually when i see people i know but i dun want to talk to, i'll pretend i've never seen them or even better, i'll hide.

So anyway, my story is that i know this colleague from where i work. We are not close and i prefer not to talk at all. BUT BUT BUT we sit the same bus to go to work. SAME LEH. Plus i usually pretend either not to see this person or i'll fake sleep. THEN THEN THEN, WHA LAU EH. You know the 2 seat facing each other? I sat in tt one and tt person sat in the opp seat.... DIE. I looked out the window all the time even though my neck was killing me. WTH.... then i'll see this person at work more than 5 times and its damn awkward trying to avoid this person at ALL COST. i hate it man. But really la, i cannot talk to this person at all. You know how for some people conversation can flow freely? Well when talking to this person is just plain weird. WEIRD. No conversation, always trying to avoid each other... DAMN. It doesn't feel right and i dun like to have this "thing". Sigh, nevermind la. I shall continue to avoid at all cost. At most i'll change bus. Which is what i do now :D

Gosh i'm always so damn tired!

And this is roughly what i look like in the morning:

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and this is how i look like when i end work:

yarrrrr. Counting endless money is TIRING. Stupid NETS and whatnot. Well, i have to consider myself lucky cuz no credit card and whatnot. Just NETS and cash. BUT STILL. I counted $50s,$10s, $2s and $1s til my eyes bled and still haven't finish counting all the notes. Then whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa NETS and POS not tally... FUCK. All in all, i ended quite late cuz of tt.

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and finally, this is what my life feels like right now....

Everytime when i think that i'm there.... i'm usually not.

LOL!