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MOI!! Felicia here, I'm just trying to keep a blog. No frills, no spills.
Age:20 DOB: 5th Feb 1988
Schools:Nanyang Pri, St' Margaret's, Republic Poly
Hopefully someone who reads this knows the pain i went through to get the codes right
ENJOY
STRESS
Friday, October 31, 2008, 6:28 PM
Oh MY GAWD... the codes for the new look are killing me... Blasted shitty codes...
For today's exciting news, i didn't go to work~!!!! YIPPEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! HAPPINESS IS MINE!!!!!!
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Until i had to re-do my entire blog. BLEAH.
Well, yesterday was not all that bad, i went to see the dentist(who said i had healthy teeth and gums) said she could give me porcelain veneers for $240+ for my 2 front teeth.
Hmm, a whiter smile?? Nice yeah???
Too bad the cleaning hurt... I think it is a conspiracy among dentists to be really really sweet and nice to us. So that when they are vehemently cleaning out our tartar and whatnot you can't get mad at them....
(my gums bleeding profusely and several teeth missing)
Me: What kind of job is this?!?!? I want to complain!!!
Dentist: Oh its alright, don't worry, the bleeding will stop and your adult teeth will grow out soon, no worries! Besides, you look so pretty! No one will notice that... You have very very healthy gums and teeth! So nice!!! Can come back in 6th months time for your next check-up~!
Btw, here's some free toothpaste! (smiles sweetly and pats me on the shoulder)
Me: Oh alright seeing how you're so nice and all...
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.... BULLSHIT MAN!!! I think the codes drove me crazy...
Ooooh, i want to know right, if you ever applied for a job and the employer has to get your msn first... This happened to me and it was SO FREAKY!!!! URGH...
This is the convo...
A:
We are developing something new.
Can we meet on sunday?
Me:
Uhh, for what exactly?
A:
do some write up, advertising, design.
(This is the OMFG part)
[A sent the wink "Dancer"] and have some fun!
haha, and maybe some future advertisement.
OH DEAR GOD. This was when i freaked out, so i asked....
Me:
May I know the name of your company?
A:
ZZZZ agency pte ltd, we are a small start-up company
THEN, I WAS DAMN STUPID TO ANSWER THIS
Me:
umm, meet where
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT SERIOUSLY MAN, AFTER ALL OF THAT WHO WOULD STILL REPLY?!?!?! PEOPLE LIKE THAT STILL WANT TO ASK WHERE TO MEET?!?!? I SHOULD HAVE STOPPED THE CONVO......GOSH, I'M SUCH A RETARD....
Interestingly enough, i wanted to see where this was going so when he replied i was laughing to myself... his answer was:
A:
are you serious?
WHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
WHA LAU... MUST FASTER BACKTRACK so i asked him,
Me:
like where is the company? I've never heard of it.
A:
We are in SSS sch. (quite well known sch)
Me:
Oh, so your still a student there?
A:
ya
This was when i already wanted to say no but i didn't know how to, so i asked my goodie friend lizzay. After deliberating for a LONG while, i replied:
Me:
to be honest, i'm actually working full time at another location but i was interested to know what this company was about which is why i contacted you. So thanks for explaining but i won't be accepting your offer.
A:
haha, no prob. We are working on blah blah blah... (me not caring what he said) If your not interested its ok.
Me:
Well, thanks for taking the time out to explain it to me.
A:
ok, bye
Me:
Bye.
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!! FREAKIEST CONVO EVER.... BUT then even after i said bye he still msn me some more...
A:
We are looking for part time work fun person only, better a student or recent graduate to work with.
THEN HE ENDED OFF WITH:
A:
So if interested later, contact me.
bye
LIKE THAT WILL HAPPEN!!!!!
WAAAAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER AGAIN I TELL YOU. NEVER AGAIN.
Work Jingles
Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 9:45 PM
OK, today at work was like bloody exciting la...
Usually when people go to work they don't see the things that i see.
For example, I see...
1) Damn smelly otters
2)Tapirs
3)White Tigers
4) Elephants (when they take their morning walk around the zoo)
5) Manatees
6) Penguins
7) .....
Honestly, lets just leave it as i've seen alot of things. Not only that, but i was given a walkie so i also HEAR things....
I have a good story and a bad story... I shall start with the good story :D
GOOD:
I work in the ticketing booth when who should i see?? ALLAN WU!!!! hehehehe.... his kids are damn cute la... Sage is so big and his son jonas is CUTE. Although his head is like a rock on a stick... So anyway, they went into the wet play area where his kids went into the pool in their swimsuits. And what should a father do??? Remember the post about hot dads???
HE TOOK HIS SHIRT OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But so sad....
WHA LAUUUUUUUU. I WAS IN THE BLOODY TICKETING BOOTH AND I SAW NOTHING! NOTHING I TELL YOU!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
My friend gleefully told me this info while i was rotting away in the bloody claustrophobic room... I wanted to see so i told her i wanted to go toilet so that i could see also and she said TOO LATE.
DAMN.
Ok la, so the story isn't good but that's not the end of it... When he and his kids were done they came back out. Of course you can't leave the zoo without going on the carousel so he came up to ME and asked to buy a ticket!!!
He talked to ME :D
And yes, that was the good part.
I guess another good part was when i saw a bride and groom get on the carousel for some photo taking. The bride was damn pretty!! I felt so happy for them, hopefully they stay together forever...
Now for the bad part.
Let me tell you something i learnt about chimps. They are violent, violent monkeys. They are so much like us that its scary... I didn't even know they were omnivores...
From http://animals.nationalgeographic.com/animals/mammals/chimpanzee.html :
"Chimps are generally fruit and plant eaters, but they also consume insects, eggs, and meat, including carrion."
And they also form groups... A scary thing i've read:
"Chimps live in loose communities which can number anywhere from 10 to over 100 individuals. The entire troop may never assemble all together, but they share a home range which is fiercely protected from intruders.
Did You Know?
- Chimpanzees use large sticks and branches as clubs or throw them at enemies like leopards and humans.
- Chimps supplement their diets with meat, such as young antelopes or goats. Their most frequent victims, however, are other primates such as young baboons, colobus monkeys and blue monkeys."
Taken from http://www.awf.org/content/wildlife/detail/chimpanzee
good monkeys...
ANYWAYS... What happened was that this parrot was brought out of its cage for dunno what reason. This bird's wings were not clipped and had a history of flying away. So i have NO idea why they wanted to bring it out again. Anyway, the bird(whose name is JJ) flew off and where did it land?? In the chimps enclosure. The keeper was anxious and ran after JJ. They tried to call the bird back to them but the stupid bird of course didn't fly back. It wasn't so bad because the chimps haven't even noticed JJ.
Until JJ cawed.
PANDEMONIUM!!!!!!!!!! The chimps went nuts and went after the bird. Don't take chimps lightly, they move at lightning speed and are much stronger than they look. They looked around and saw JJ on their territory. Not even the keepers enter the chimps enclosure until they are sure every chimp has been contained. You have no idea how dangerous they can get. They have accurate aim and they can throw anything at you so yes, i'm telling you now. BE CAREFUL.
Back to the story, the chimps saw the bird and what did they do?? They tore the bird apart with their hands. They were strangling, chewing & throwing JJ from one chimp to another. Not only that, but they swung JJ around by his wing, stomped on his body, hit it against a ROCK for goodness sakes. The worse part was the sounds of the attack. I was right opposite the enclosure i could hear it all. They were screaming and screaming. Those kind of i-found-a-toy-that-i can-rip-apart kind of scream.
oh dear, JJ's poor keeper was hysterical and screaming for back-up on the walkie. The chimp keepers didn't answer her until the 3rd call or something. By then the chimps were on a rampage. The boat crew had to usher guests away from the enclosure so as not to further aggrivate the chimps and the trams were so kaypoh. Stop to see. That was when the available keepers RAN towards the enclosure to distract the chimps but to no avail. They had to bring the chimps back into their cages before they could rescue JJ. His keeper was sobbing loudly. She had to be brought away and she was really screaming in pain and wailing.
By the time the chimps were all back in, they rushed the bird back to the lab to try to rescue him but the extent of his damages were quite bad. I think one of his wings was torn of by the chimps and when the chimps went back out, my friend saw one the chimps chewing on the wing. There was feathers and blood all over the place.... Ewww....
You have to understand that the chimps were doing what came natural to them. To them, this was a plaything. As cruel and as sadistic as it sounds, it is the truth. It was really sad... But thankfully, the zoo vets managed to rescue the bird and he survived! Hopefully he can get better.
Here's to his speedy recovery!
unresolved issues
Thursday, October 23, 2008, 11:21 PM
I think i might have some unresolved issues with some people or an institution.
I have an anger in my belly that won't go away apparently. I feel so pissed off that i just want to punch somebody in the face and see the blood fall drop. By drop.
As sadistic as I am, i will NEVER do that but you can imagine the amount of anger i feel.
A few days ago i was walking along BB when i stopped at a traffic light and i was waiting to cross the road when these bunch of malay teenage boys came up from behind me and grabbed me.
Just kidding la :D.... i was listening to my music when one of those idiots decided it was a good laugh to his mates to scream AHHHHH in my ear. FUCKING ASSHOLES. I know of some malay guys and they are really good fellows but these STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS COCK SUCKERS ASS LICKERS PIECES OF SHITS decided that they want to deafen me or frighten me. So i was standing there quietly and one of them just screamed at me.
What did i do?? Nothing. And that pisses me off. I could have done so many things to him. Hurting him would be good. But what did i do? I WALKED AWAY. What good did that do??? I feel so frustrated.... URGH. I should have called the police and reported them for an assult and battery case. OR BETTER YET. Drag them to the place where the 2 girls were murdered and tie them to that bloody lampost.(I mean no disrespect to the tragic deaths of the girls who died there, may they R.I.P) . My brother was in the police force and he told us that in all the places, that lampost area was "dirty" in a spiritual sense. And also, when I walk past the place at night, somehow the light is the dimmest out of all the other lamps.... Hmmm..
MOVING ON. I do not want to waste my time talking about stupid assholes anymore.
Guess what I did for my module today??
Topic 07 - It's a Mystery
For interactive entertainment.
OOH. Sounds interesting huh? Let's see the problem statement...
You are amongst a privileged few invited to spend a weekend at the mansion and home of a very rich but reclusive billionaire Mr. Sum
On arrival together with all the guests, you were each given an identity and mask to wear throughout as:
Col. Mustard (Yellow)
Prof. Plum (Purple)
Mr. Green (Green)
Mrs. Peacock (Blue)
Miss Scarlett (Red)
Mrs. White (White)
Sounds familiar??? Well, for those retards out there, the game is cluedo. and this was what we had to deliver by the end of the day:
Find out who the murderer is amongst you, by playing out your chosen character (or become the next victim
Show how the “components” of the game were used to produce specific entertaining experiences to captivate the players?
Which basically means, "Play the game for the whole day then at the end, talk about what you've played. Oh and give me some slides too yea?"
WHICH COULD HAVE TAKEN ME 10 FUCKING MINS TO DO.... BUT NO. THIS IS THE FANTASTIC PBL AT WORK BY GIVING US A BOARD GAME TO PLAY THE ENTIRE DAY.
Which is why i came late. I can't and shan't be bothered anymore. I'll turn up when I turn up. With shitty modules like this, how can i graduate?? Do u know we will look like the biggest fools in the working world because we lack the proper training needed for a certain job?!?!?
But after talking to some good friends, i decided to tough it out and come to class everyday. Yes. Even though i LOATHE class through every fibre of my being, i shall come to class everyday.
I think i'm getting quieter and quieter in class. Firstly, i can't say this enough times, I HATE CLASS. Its boring and stupid. So are some of the people there. ESP this one girl who only pretends to talk to me. PLEASE BITCH. GO TO HELL. NO NEED YOUR FUCKING CHARITY.
Also, i have no good friends!!! SOB! :( No one to totally bitch to. I need a break to meet them. So basically go in and don't talk at all. And now since the faci for this module has said i insulted him too many times the last lesson then FINE. I'll completely shut up. NO TALKING RIGHT?? Except for your precious fans... Let them have the luxury of talking and talking until my ears fall off but you'll still love them right cuz their yur mate YEA????
I'm beginning to sound like someone i would rather not turn into. Hopefully i can get some sort of happiness in my life right now....
Another day at the office
Sunday, October 19, 2008, 10:12 PM
Well, i love to work at the zoo but its really tiring to work there.
People keep on asking me where i work, and what do i do. I have no official title but i well, basically i make sure the kids don't kill each other on the playground. At kidzworld there are many different roles to play, but for me, i've been in the ticketing booth. Which is why on the security camera, you can see me counting money every 5 mins cuz i'm afraid tt i gave too much change or too little which really SCARES the shit outta me. OMG, wait til the nets thingy comes in and then i'm dead.
So without further ado, i shall briefly introduce how my work place looks like.
The reservoir
HULA
At the ticketing booth where i work, the worst is when it starts to rain... this means REFUNDS. -_____-'''
The giant mouse with a weird hand gesture
Carousel
Another good thing about working here? When you are a wet play safety officer you get to see:
1) Alot of accidents
2)Alot of children
AND finally....
3) Alot of HOT DADS.
Dear me... So many!! Esp the ang mo ones.... heheheee :D
And now to end of with a very very good picture i found of...
YOU.
Bus shit
Thursday, October 16, 2008, 9:46 PM
I hate to be constantly surrounded by people. I mean once or twice is enough but to forever be surrounded by them?? BLEAH. Even though today i had to go to sch i couldn't stand it. I HATE school and even worse, i hate the faci who can even make porn BORING. So i decided to spend my days at my CC, or my country club where i enjoyed the day eating and doing nothing... It was total BLISS. Even better??? I was by MYSELF... :D
Then on the way home, i kena the worst traffic jam on bukit timah. Actually it started frm 6th Ave onwards... This couple was on the bus sitting on the 2 seat in front of me.
China boy hairdo guy with amy winehouse eye liner girl
They are so damn disgusting and disturbing. I HATE PDA's. Don't worry, its not the phone i hate, but the damn action. They were snuggling and doing whatever on the bus la... even the auntie see also got so disturbed she looked everywhere else but them. Those people who got bf or gf they should do all these intimate stuff in the room where there are no prying eyes. Or better yet, just break up and the world would be full of singles. If only there was a law against this sort of behaviour.... one shotgun and BANG.
My depiction of assholes who try to be funny and try PDA's
Don't ever give me a gun...
Life in the mornings
Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 8:55 PM
I have a BAD internal alarm clock.
Even though i was supposed to work today i could sleep until 8+
6.30am - I woke up to a start, I thought: Shit! Late for work...
Turns out i wasn't.
WHA LAU
I had my mid pt presentation today. I shall gripe abt it ltr when its all over. Then that's when i truly won't care anymore.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 10:44 PM
PREPARE FOR ANOTHER LONG POST...
Damn the days that i sorely lament for long ago.
I've no idea what the hell that means but i think it goes along the lines of how i wish the days could go back to what it used to be. I see children & babies in their prams and strollers and think of how lucky they are, i would also wish i could go back to the day where i'm free from studying and work. No stress. Just pee, poop and eat all day. All you ever had to care about was feeding times and the temperature of the room. You had no money troubles, no work to consider, no shitty school to return to.
You know that if your mommy was there she'd be able to make anything better. Just to hold you and tell you its gonna be ok. She would hug you and you'd just know.
It's going to get better.
I know that it is.
I'm gonna work towards this goal.
Thank you lizzay for FINALLY showing up :D You made my my boring class day better!
Some random stuff...
My brother turned 22 and we had dinner. It was BORING to say the least. Not only that but i was tired and really really bored. I have stupid kin. So yeah.
EEEEEEEE... this STUPID auntie kept leaning on me. I HATE THAT. I dun want random strangers to sleep on my shoulder. If they have fleas then what will happen?!?!?! I KENA THEN YOU KNOW. FUCK ALL THAT POLITE SHIT. DON'T EVER SLEEP ON MY SHOULDER. EVER.
On the way to sch...
Went jogging and when i came back home, i saw the beautiful sky!
THEY HAVE A SWIMMING POOL....
Me doggie
Basket. They got a new gate too.
It was raining. I was bored.
An old photo :D
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Something about me. I get cranky. I hate school. I hate being told what to do esp if i DON'T want to do it.
Well, i had a class where i was quite bitchy to a faci.
So after feedback from some people i decided to apologize and this is what i wrote.
Postnote: I do apologize for my behavior today as I felt I was very unfair to you. Please do know that I respect you very much as a teacher and as a friend and hopefully you do know that what I’ve said in class was meant as a joke. Again, I’m sorry if it hurt, in the future, do not take me so seriously when I say these things. I know that I have a tendency to carry it a bit too far but the hurry up part was not directed at you, but it was part of the presentation that the clock was meant for customers to hurry up and eat. Cheers, Felicia
And this is what he replied.
Felicia, thank you for sharing. Before we step into the RJ proper, your apology is warmly accepted, though I feel I need to set the record straight. I did not appreciate being rushed in class along with the negativity that started the day. You kicked off class declaring it was boring out loud. You constantly gave verbal disruptions to rush me through meeting one. The joke about affording dinner & rubbing it in was very bad in taste. You were facing your laptop more than the team in meeting two’s discussion, as well as when the other teams were presenting; even with your legs on the chair. Your reaction to me raising this issue as a whole came off as something short of insolent. These were my observations.
Well, let me refute it here.
1) You kicked off class declaring it was boring out loud.
DUH. It's always boring. Even if i dun say anything the truth is, it STILL is boring. The only difference is I said it out loud. Everyone was thinking it...
2) You constantly gave verbal disruptions to rush me through meeting one.
I was aiming for certain assholes in class but if you feel that I've rushed you then yeah, you talk too much. I hate people who digress and those assholes were making other people digress which made other people digress which in the end means they should all shut the fuck up.
3) The joke about affording dinner & rubbing it in was very bad in taste.
It was a JOKE. Joke-not to be serious: to be trying to be amusing, rather than serious or in earnest. Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2005. © 1993-2004 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.
Please read what a JOKE means. If you cannot take it, NOT MY PROBLEM.
4) You were facing your laptop more than the team in meeting two’s discussion, as well as when the other teams were presenting; even with your legs on the chair.
Read point #1
5) Your reaction to me raising this issue as a whole came off as something short of insolent.
1 word : WHATEVER
In the end when i wrote the apology i was truly sincere about it... Til now.
I'm too pissed off at ******** to fucking care anymore.
Saturday, October 11, 2008, 11:56 PM
The funniest shit i've heard all day today....
At Ben & Jerry's
Woman: Are there any fish food in the ice cream?
Staff: Excuse me?
W: Are there fish food in the ice cream??
S: No ma'am, no fish food
W: Are you sure?
S: I'm sure.
LOL
Thursday, October 9, 2008, 8:35 PM
FUCK THE WORLD
I feel like crying right now.
FYP sucks. School sucks. What else... YEAH. SOMEONE always never go sch. so FUCK THE WORLD. I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT RIGHT NOW.
FYP keep changing ideas. We don't have enough time as it is still want to change? FINE. I GIVE UP. You guys can take over.
SCHOOL MOTHERFUCKING SUCKS. This is an average day of how i spend my school time.
6.50a.m- 7.20a.m: Wake up or try to wake up and get prepared, reluctantly.
7.20a.m-7.25a.m: Walk to bus stop to think about what boring day awaits me.
While waiting for the bus, talk to TY or ponder why the fuck did i go to RP in the first place.
7.30a.m - 8.20a.m: Look out the bus window with thoughts about my life going down the toilet because the stupid sch system doesn't have a proper curriculum or study structure. Missing my home and getting sian-er and sian-er as the bus approaches the interchange.
8.20a.m - 8.30+a.m: Taking either the 902 or the 169 to sch. I'm already getting pissed off and missing home.
8.30+a.m - 4.00p.m: This is what i do all day. STONE. + i get damn sian and pissed off at the stupid sch. End of the day i pack as fast as I can and run to the bus stop to go home. I don't want to spend another minute at that hell hole. i try to dodge the fake and downright nasty people by not talking to them.
My tolerance level for these assholes are pretty high. But today was BAD. Let's do maths shall we?
Last night i slept for 3 to 4 hrs...
Tired+learning tt gd fren was nt gonna go to sch+stupid sch+even stupider system+people who waste my time by TALKING ABT NOTHING= ME WITH DOUBLE DOSE OF PMS.
Thank god i had enough self control to not kill those people with 1 slap. FUCKING PIECES OF SHIT COULD NOT SHUT THE F-U-C-K UP.
LET'S TALK ABOUT THEM SHALL WE?!?!?!
We shall start with the one I call BIG TRAP.
His trap is so fucking big he can fit a piano in his mouth. He talks like everyone in the fucking room is deaf so he starts to SHOUT annoying things. He butts into people's business all the time and offers his not so quiet opinions which no one WANTS.
2nd person is the one i call RAPIST FACE.
His face is fugly and he says he doesn't believe in marriage. WELL DUH! CUZ NO ONE WANTS A RAPIST FOR AS HUSBAND. PLEASE LOR, as if the girls are swooning as he walks past. His ego is so big that he thinks he's the "man". This "man" with a sausage for a dick has girls PUKING blood and vomit, having multiple seizures and tearing their hair out with their feet. But his EGO is so fucking big that his eyes cannot see his surroundings. He probably thinks they are bowing to his feet. Also, with his FAKE accent, he rules the world!! EH HELLO, yur "cool" accent which you might think makes you more high class is so fake that barbie looks more real. Where did you learn tt fake english accent?? CHINA???
See the red dot??? Was that where you learned your fake accent?? Can't see? Let me get you a close up.
Fantastic huh.
Next I'll move on to someone i'll call LAZY PIECE OF SHIT.
Well, the name says it all. this person doesn't do work but sits on her ass and facebooks all day long. And she chats with her DARLING also. Thank god she knows i can't stand her. If she doesn't then i should make it clearer by telling her.
3 of them make my blood boil. I can't wait to get out of this shitty piece of sch which is my next topic.
THIS stupid shit ass backward school is so f-lousy. What do students do all day?!?!? STONE. CHAT. SURF INTERNET FOR PORN(some people do that). For me, i like a challenge. Give me something to stimulate my mind, give me something challenging. A project that is WORTH doing. Not like stupid fyp... that's fucking bullshit. 99% of the time what do we learn in sch? NOTHING. Its day in day out. Nothing memorable, nothing to challenge the mind. And what happens to us after a few days? OUR BRAIN CELLS START TO DIE. I pity those yr 3/4 students whose brain has either completely shriveled off or still has a few cells surviving the black hole in our skull. Hopefully we can graduate sooner so that we can replenish those cells as we learn and grow from another school.
Well, i can't be totally down on RP. After all i did learn a few things in the 3 yrs i've been stuck in this hell-hole.
1. Never make friends who you can't fully absolutely trust.
2. When changing classes, remember to record it in your phone.
3. Since the above 2 are correct, its best when in STA to do the disposable method. Talk to a person then DUMP them the moment your out of class. After all, you gotta protect yourself from all the backstabbing shit that goes on. Choose only a SELECT group of people you can trust and stick with them. They are like gold, truly worth having yet only so few.
4. Ignore, tolerate and smile. Practise these 3 methods to get you through 3 miserable years in RP a.k.a Mental instiution.
5. Any extra curriculum activities? CANCEL THEM AND GO HOME. Home is the sweetest place on earth compared to there.
6. How to survive UT? Stare at the screen until you start. When you have ended, pack your bags immediately and go HOME.
This is advice for me actually and what i do mostly.
It feels good to rant.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008, 10:27 PM
I just banged my toe on the stupid fucking wheel of my great white chair and it HURTS...
Plus i gotta go to work tmr which means another wake up call at 6a.m...
Alright. First off, i was stupid to go to work at 8.15 when it said 10+. Yeah, pretty dumb.
Then at sch.... what can i say? SIAN. But one thing really pissed me off was one or 2 of my loudmouth teammates. The Canon Brothers... WTH, they can drag the lesson until next yr and they still won't end... As if the lesson wasn't boring enough, the air con had to stop working. Like i said. SIAN.
I guess the good thing was the buffet dinner at the Mandarin Oriental.... YUMMY!
its a loong one
Thursday, October 2, 2008, 9:08 PM
TRUST
-its something that doesn't come easily to me
- i'm suspicious in nature... D'OH
- all in all, i just don't trust that many people.
Which is why i prefer to surround myself with small group of people that i TRUST. Not like some large party you see, the people in there tend to be FAKE just like 99% of the people in STA. Oh yes, not forgetting that they're a bunch of 2 faced back stabbers. Well, i think out of everyone i know, i can fully trust a handful of people. Besides, i think its better to have 1 friend who you can trust to talk to and she/he to trust you too, to half a dozen of people you call "friends" who basically like to hang out in large groups and pretend to look cool just cuz their in a crowd. How inpersonal...
TY!!!! You've been such a good listener! The bestest neighbour in the entire world. I can still remember the day we first met! It was in our 1st yr in tt mental hse!! LOL. I trust you fully and i really want to thank you for listening to all of my problems!!! And soon, we can pig out on BOTAK JONESSSSSSS!!!
Now on to other matters....
Today was an eventful day at the office and before i could even start work... I was already quite late to go to work so i decided to take the MRT which SUCKED.... Bloody train was so damn packed that we were like canned sardines. So i was squished in then this indian guy with a damn strong B.O had to stand next to me with his ARMS UP SHOVING HIS SMELLY ARMPITS NEAR MY FACE... Mind you it was his two arms up the air and waving like he just din care... OMG, i almost died when we went underground... thank god he got off soon. Then, another guy with BO also came on board and stood next to me... WHAAAAAAA, IF I STOOD THERE ANY LONGER I WOULD HAVE COLLAPSED FROM THE STALE AIR... Excuse me guys but is it so hard to buy a nice stick of deodorantand smear the damn thing all over until the you find that you don't emit a foul smell???
Something extra stong will do
I tell you, i work at the bloody zoo and i find the animal's poos and scents a more appealing smell than B.O. You haven't smelt "STINK" until you've walked past zebra's, elephants, gazelles and the worst of them all... HIPPO POO/SECREATIONS. But still, all of them mixed together, though toxic, is still more tolerable than B.O. I mean come on. Let's be reasonable shall we?? The animals poo.. can't be helped. Poo is poo and its meant to stink. And some of their own bodily fluids can cause a ruckus or two. But what can the animals do? It comes naturally to them and its not like they've evolved to having disposible thumbs for scrubbing their bum or skin. and the most important thing about animal scents... IT HELPS THEM TO FIND A MATING PARTNER!!! Please tell me if anyone found a partner through B.O, then i would gladly stop ranting about the horrors of B.O but until then... TOO BAD. Don't they know that smelling strongly is like giving away where your location is to the animals even if your as quiet as a mouse? Well, when 2012 comes... we'll see shall we??
Then at work, i was happily doing nothing as usual when i heard the most interesting interview on channel news asia. It was about RP and how the architecht designed the building. Here are some of the more interesting questions...
Pls note that the questions and answers are the gist of it as it was an interview on TV and i had to work and try not to get fired.
Q: What type of feeling do you want the students to have when they see the RP building?
A: I want them to feel a sense of openess, to interact and connect with each other. Build a sense of friendliness with each other to share and talk to others in the open spaces like the Agora or the lawn.
What I say: Friendliness? BAH. Openess? It's depressing. Connect? Yeah, our brains to the walls. At least that will add some colour to the place. It looks like a mental institution that houses some of the more deadly people who are considered too stupid for society. Sadly, i'm one of them... (No offence to my smart friends at that sch)
Q: What is the lawn for?
A: Its a special place for students to party and others. Hopefully the students will remember this as a landmark for the Poly.
What I say: O.O
Well as you can see i was quite messed up frm tt interview so i was in a daze for the rest of the day... At the end of the day i had to frank the mails and in order to do that i had to weigh the mail, record the postage amt and then key into the system to print onto the envelope. After calculating everything, i was done but i realised i printed the amt twice which means the system read it twice. So my supervisor said it was ok... until i found out tt the no. was wrong and i keyed it in 2ice. so after all tt gibberish, i ended up overcharging the machine $37.20!!!! URGH. Luckily can reclaim the money back or else i'm dead.
Talking about dead, i'm dead beat... See ya.