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MOI!! Felicia here, I'm just trying to keep a blog. No frills, no spills.
Age:20 DOB: 5th Feb 1988
Schools:Nanyang Pri, St' Margaret's, Republic Poly
Hopefully someone who reads this knows the pain i went through to get the codes right
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Monday, September 29, 2008, 9:41 PM
My mood for today was horribly terrible. Firstly, i woke up puking, then i had to miss my fyp meeting, then i had to report for work, which i then HAD to go even though it was raining heavily then i had to go for a family dinner which i dreaded. I hate my life. I hate the circumstances that i've been put in. I wish to just stop everything and just lie down and sleep and never wake up. I want to give up on everything in my life. I felt so bad and horrible that i wished i could be hit by a bus or a car. But mostly, i want to escape and be alone for a while because I hate to be constantly surrounded by people.
Just alone on the beach with my dog...
Don't worry, i won't go and commit suicide... Although i know of several people who would be happy to see me dead. I'm just in one of those moods. A girl is allowed you know!
Hello world, its more zoo time now
Sunday, September 28, 2008, 11:08 PM
Well, what's there to say except that i feel tired.. real tired so i'll just let the slide show explain it all. Besides, what life do i have other than my work?? LOL.
Other than the slide show, i'll highlight some parts of work that were interesting.
One thing that i had to do was to work from 9am to 10.30pm for a movie screening called Sing to the Dawn. I had to be one of the ushers in the park. SO i had to stand around the slope near some monkeys and guide people to the toilet. The movie started at 7.30pm but i was there frm 6 onwards... So i had a poncho and a powerful torchlight on me....
From the place where i was standing, the amphitheater was to my left while the toilet was behind. Not too bad considering there was some lamps around so that when it was dark, i really didn't need to use the torchlight but because i was bored i used it anyways. I shined it onto everything. And i do mean everything.
Things i used the torchlight on:
1. My face
2. The floor
3. Ants
4. Bats
5. My slippers
6. Grass
7. Trees
8. Monkeys(in the exhibit near to me, and NOT in their eyes... PLEASE LOR, dun take me for a fool!)
9.The ground
10. Gnats (I was trying to find them...)
11. Mosquitoes (it doesn't work if your trying to chase them away)
12. Other People...
The list goes on but its pretty uninteresting unless you count using the torch like a light saber to re-enact a play when no one was looking..... Yeah, quite dorky.
Another list that i have are: Things that I hated while i was there:
#1-Mosquitoes. They are the killers because they bite you anywhere and everywhere... Stupid little bastards....
#2-Gnats. These swarm of small tiny insects are capable of driving anyone insane. Just try walking into a cloud of this and try getting rid of it... i took a grand total of 15mins to get rid of these damn pests!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH.
#3-My uniform. The place is a ZOO. Its hot and when its hot, people tend to SWEAT. Plus its not a good idea to wear pants a size too big. My pants kept falling and worse... i have this flap of cloth covering half my pants and i kept tripping on that... As if tt wasn't bad enough, i almost fell on a peacock because of that stupid flap.... UUUURRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH.
Then i had a break where i could sip water and relax... I was supposed to get back to the other place when my supervisor had other plans and posted me to this creepy site....
This was my only source of light... Imagine the rest of my surroundings totally pitch black.
The road to safety is a long one!
That was pretty much my surroundings. Pitch black except for a few lights here and there. CREEPY. Also, there wasn't much to do except to greet the guest by saying goodbye and waving them goodnight. Things started getting worse when most of the guest had left...
Well, after the semi-last person had left, i was left standing at my spot. In the darkness, all alone with only the sounds of the forest accompanying me... well? What was i to do? I sang some songs to myself and when i started getting panicky, i repeated this mantra which totally works! I said to myself out loud:" there is nothing there, you believe that there is nothing there". I said that 50 or 80 times before i managed to calm down until A GODDAMN BAT FLEW RIGHT PAST MY FACE. On top of all the mosquito bites, the gnats, the terrifying darkness and not forgetting that i was ALL ALONE, that STUUUPID FURRY LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT HAD TO ATTACK ME... Well, i'm exaggerating but it felt like that!!!!!!!
Thank goodness i saw my colleagues coming out with their torches or I would have fainted right on the spot... And i managed to calm myself down before i could scream like a banshee...
As for today.... I had training at the Zoo for Kidzworld. So today we basically roleplayed the different scenarios that could happen while we worked there... After a good lunch of spaghetti and chicken balls... (LOL, and its real, it just sounds funny), We went to kidzworld using the unopened ferry!
FERRY from the inside
Looking at the picture makes me feel dizzy. When i was on the boat i felt really dizzy. Some people said it was a form of sea sickness... BLEAH. So we took the boat where the boat crew practiced on us their commentary... I feel the wave of dizzyness coming over me again so i'll finish this quick.
We traveled through the seletar reservoir where the view was spectacular...
My work team and me!!!
When we were done with the training for the day, our supervisor took us for a treat at the night safari! We had chicken wings and fries at Bongo Burger before we went to see the night show at 8.30pm... Of course as members of the zoo team we were allowed free entry to EVERYTHING!!!! Hehehee... a great perk to joining the zoo... Also i got the best of all the perks. With the badge... Get ready, All right, are you guys sitting?????
I GET A 30% DISCOUNT FOR BEN & JERRY'S!!!!!!!!!!!!
You guys might say, oh so what?!?!? It's not much. But think about this... You would have to pay $4.50 for 1 scoop of ice-cream, while i pay $2.90+ for mine... To me, this is BIG. Hahahaha!! Imma fatty yes i know...
There are of course more perks that come with the badge but i will keep it my little secret... After all, i wouldn't want people to come and pester me for stuff now do i??? :D
Training day
Wednesday, September 24, 2008, 9:40 PM
Today's training was damn tiring even though we were in the conference room the whole day... I was supposed to be there at 12 for the training but when i reached there NO ONE WAS IN THE ROOM... Bastard. Not only did i wait for over half an hr in tt room, but i was panicking all the way. I thought tt no one showed up. But thank god i caught my supervisor and had tt bloody training.
Gosh i'm tired....
I have ALOT to say.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008, 8:55 PM
So what have i done? Well, not much but i'll be real busy soon with work. So far, i went to work on Sat to help out with a function at the zoo. What happened was that SMRT was unveiling this new taxi for the disabled and i was to help out until 2. When i got there mind you at 8, i didn't know where to go or what to do so i waited til 8.15 when i saw familiar people coming out so i asked them where to go and they asked me to change first. After changing i went to see the supervisor who asked me to IRON my damn uniform so i walked up and down and up and down.... its tiring typing out the whole story... so when i was finally done, i went to my "spot"
So what did i do that day? All i fucking did was greet people with "Good Morning, welcome to the Zoo, the entrance is THAT way..."
Oh yes. My other line was "I'm sorry, there's a function going on, please proceed to the entrance THAT way..."
Yeah, there was one more line "Sorry sir, the smoking corner is THAT way..."
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My thoughts on how i could pass time was to bang my head against the wall repeatedly until my brains bled out of my ears....
SO ANYWAYS, i managed to get some photos from my hp which i was checking every 5 mins...
3 in 1 ticket! A whopping $40!!
Here's me being bored out of my fucking mind...
My ipanemas
You know what was the most irritating part?? Other than the fact i had to keep a stupid smile on my face the whole time i couldn't be seen using my hp. I know that i'm not allowed use it, as a matter of fact i agree that i shouldn't use it and i won't use it when i work from now on, but there was NO ONE. I dunno why everytime i want to take my hp out, one of my supervisors will walk past me... This is damn irritating don't you agree?? Everytime you want to do something illegal some one who is a higher rank than you will come by and see you using a contraband item...
Don't get me wrong, the zoo is fun and all but there are times when you gotta work some shitty jobs......................................................... THIS IS MADNESS I TELL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, sch started again... I find it fun to tell people that i have 2 days of sch and see their expression. it's basically like this... 0.o
I met up with ann which was after FOREVER... she always pon one... not decent! hahahaahaha! Anyways, i went with her and alvin for breakfast or brunch or whatever when on a whim i ordered nai cha, or milk tea! *(I had a strong craving for it) So after i ordered the milk tea, i remembered i asked esmond to help me buy milk tea. Well, since he managed to forget the past 2 times, i thought well, today will be no exception, but i was wrong. SO i had to drink 2 full cups of milk tea! And everyone was scaring me by saying the milk is from china... WTH, i know about the epidemic la... dun scare me ok! By the time i got back to school, i was soooo filled up with milk tea that i wanted to vomit it out. Keep in mind that i drank MILK COFFEE in the early morning so there... basically, my puke's gonna be brownish and have a strong smell of tea/coffee with the hint of condensed milk smell. Putrid huh...
And as usual, lesson, BORING. Nothing much to say. Lessons never stand out nor will they ever will. And so was yesterday's lesson with Amy. with one exception, the arrival of someone whom I shall call Bee. I dun want to see Bee who is BF with Cee. So yup.
I have a little story to share with everyone. There are 3 players in this story. I'll call them Eee, Nee and Hee. All 3 of them are friends but not with each other. Eee is friends with Nee, and Nee and Hee are friends too. Eee dun like Hee and vice versa. If you can't tell by now, Nee is the neutral party in this.
Dunno how close the friendship between Nee and Hee are but suffice to say, they know each other well. All 3 have blogs. Eee wants to share it's blog add with Nee but scared Hee will find out. As Eee hates Hee's guts SO MUCH that Eee wants Hee to go to hell and rot there, Eee finally decides to withhold the blog add from Nee forever... just in case that asshole fucker Hee goes to pry. So... what should Eee do? I'll accept answers so just keep them coming!
on a post note: LIZZAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAKE UP AND COME TO SCHOOL PLEASSSEEEEE!!! I'M DYING FROM LESSONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jogging sucks
Thursday, September 18, 2008, 8:53 PM
OMG, i'm so out of shape... I went jogging with TY just now and my legs hurt. I had to LIMP up the stairs. Sigh, anyone out there who wants to look good exercising just have to jog with me. I'll struggle to breathe and walk which is why the person next to me would look 10 times more glamorous. ahhhhh... i need a foot bath. To soak my feet in hot water with salts and what not, HEAVEN.
Talking about jogging, i was drinking so much water that i felt like puking. 10 over years of learning PE and i still didn't know that... Stupid or what??
OMG, i have my work schedule.... and there is this one thing that TERRIFIES me.
Your roster for next week:
24 Sep – KW (1200 – 1830) Please remember to report to corporate office instead of the usual briefing ground
25 Sep – ENT1 0815 – 1800
26 Sep – off
27 Sep – KW (details in separate email)
28 Sep – KW (details in separate email)
Have u seen it?
25 Sep – ENT1 0815 – 1800
OH DEAR. I have to stand AGAIN... WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And from 8.15a.m?!?!?! URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Me.
Hot, sweaty, crazy from delusions of grandeur and from upcoming work.
See people, jogging sucks.
Its one of those days
Wednesday, September 17, 2008, 3:36 PM
i went out with lizzay, so if yur reading this liz, DUN GIVE UP! haha, and i'll definitely be making that list! So after spending time at Plaza Sing, i went to little india to try and find proper slippers for work. I went to tekka mall which was unfortunately closed. Then, good ole adventerous me decided to walk around to try to find a proper slipper shop for about an hr before i gave up.
THAT was when i got lost for about 2 hrs+. I was walking and walking and walking when i GAVE UP. NO BUS STOPS, NOTHING. DAMN IT. Not only was the weather sweltering hot, there was so many twists and turns that a person without a map could get seriously confused. The only good thing that happened was that i had gone to Rupini's for my eyebrow threading. Yup. Sigh, finally, after a really long time, i finally reached farrer park station...
Aircon GOOOOOD
Damn hot and sweaty....
After having NO shoes, and still sweating like mad, i went to suntec to find tingyun!!! Her job is so slack, i wish i had it!!!! I finally found a good pair of sandals and heels for only $12! The sandals cost more obviously considering they were from the Gisele Bündchen. These Ipanemas cost between $16 to about $39, the sandals i bought were the far end of the price but really worth it considering how comfortable they are. Go to the website and check it out
here.
After accompanying Tingyun, i finally went home, i was exhausted and as usual, my legs hurt. As i was walking towards the bus-stop, i saw where the F1 race was gonna take place!!
Cool Stands!
Below is added picture i took when i was going out. My lucky and rich neighbour drives a vintage rolls royce... Money is GOOD...
Still tired
Saturday, September 13, 2008, 7:52 PM
Well, i got the call saying congrats! I've got the job! Yay me. No more standing PLEASE.... i have aches and pain all over my body the day after the job and today my legs to my feet still hurt. I was/am stiff all over. It was so painful to turn in bed or to put my feet up on the couch!!!! -________________-'''' I need to rest my feet FOREVER....
Its been a LOOOOOONG day...
Thursday, September 11, 2008, 10:55 PM
I don't know why, but when i'm tired, i get VERY cranky. I'll say tons of mean stuff and act real surly. Well, usually tt happens when i end sch but work today was TIRING. I had to stand at the entrance and collect the tickets from the customers. Which was of course, boring and LONG. Time seemed to pass by by the hours... And then i went to lunch! Which btw, was FREE. I had a meal coupon given to me, then i had this veggie, chicken, and an egg. I didn't eat the bloody toufu, and dumbassedly, i changed it to more veggie even though i'm not a veggie person. Well, to cut it short, its a sucky meal.
After my ticketing stint which lasted from 9 to 5.30, i went flushing. That's when you go around the zoo to inform people that the zoo closes at 6. As if my feet didn't hurt enough, i had to run around the ENTIRE zoo. Fantastic. Then i was FINALLY DONE!! But not quite. I had to have my evaluation by the manager, which was at the coporate office which was also a nice far walk... She said based on the evaluation by my peers and the person in charge, i did alright for all counts except for the energy level. She said i was too quiet. Well i feel that compared to before i was more outgoing so i was like -___-'''. Well, she said she might call me again to work soon. Hopefully not ticketing again because i will CRY and so will my feet.
At the end of all the madness, i treated myself to a wonderful milkshake at Ben & Jerry's. Looks like there ARE some perks to working there :D
Well, got home at abt 8+... but then my feet was sooooo tired i fell on my bed and slept.
I hate standing.
Interview
Wednesday, September 10, 2008, 9:15 PM
Today i had an interview at the zoo for the position of a Play crew. I had to be there at 5. Its been a tiring day.
The interviewer asked me questions that i totally wasn't prepared for... URGH. I felt so stupid when she asked me if i had seen good service in action. So i bullshitted and said some thing about this girl helping an old lady with her bags.... STUPID MAN. I saw her face and she kept shaking it and smiling at me like i'm an idiot which of course make me fell EVEN DUMBER.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Well, tmr is my trial work day. AT THE ZOO. OMG, if i do get this job well, i need to pay bills though... sigh.
Ps: i have to pay for my own phone bill now :(
Eat less!!!
Tuesday, September 9, 2008, 10:53 PM
Time again for my ramblings. I really need to eat less. I hate sch. They're making me hungry all the time with all of their stupid canteens and cafe's. URGH. Yeah, so back to the topic, i boarded the bus home and guess what. I overslept. Guess its from watching all of that friends episodes at 2a.m. So i got off near clementi MRT and i decided... 'hmmm, i should eat something since well, i am hungry'. I went to the kopitiam and ordered the DELICIOUS la mian... shoik! Then i ordered something else which i regretted buying but not eating.
POH PIAH!
YUMMY...
delicious stuff which i hadn't had for a LOOOOOOONG time.
AND after eating tt, i went to my room to nap even though i was planning to exercise ltr. so i thought... 'Aiyah, 5 mins nap no prob, just for a while then get up'.
I went to nap at 5.30p.m
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I woke up at 8.00p.m which was time for dinner....
I know, i know... i'm a humongous fatty pig.
Sch has begun...
, 8:39 AM
Sigh, sch started and i'm tired.... I feel the need to say that i have to sleep more. There.
Fav quote: She has the attention span of an ant.
Sch is starting
Monday, September 8, 2008, 12:53 AM
Thought i should show some stuff that i found... it's pretty interesting!
On sat i FINALLY went to the gym... what i did was 30 mins on the treadmill, walking the forest trail, high up a slope, and i did a jogging thingy on the swingy machine... dunno how to describe it except tt there are those arm things you can hold and your legs go in the motion like your running/jogging? Yeah well, i did that. And i did that for 20 mins. THANK GOD for fat boy slim. He is miracle running partner. ANYWAYS, i did about an hr's workout and i was really sweaty, but the next day my legs didn't feel the burn. Usually i would experience after gym pain but i did not! Hmm... guess i should step it up a notch. i like food.
SIGH. Sch is starting like... well, later. URGH. I can't believe i'm stuck with those few IDIOTS again. As if my life isn't tragic enough. and i hate FYP 2. Oh wait. I'm sorry, i should refer to it as G302. Fuck man. My teammates are cool but i'm a LAZY soul who wants nothing more to do with this shitty module, this shitty sch, and some really, really SHITTY people. Well, imma gonna grin and bear for the LAST time before i finally get FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So yeah, i was browsing through this site and these funny images are just LOL.
Lonely
This one is copyrighted by MTV. I just like the AD. :D
Continuation....
Wednesday, September 3, 2008, 12:38 AM
Sorry, the previous post was too long :D My first!
PART III: NIGHT SAFARI
AVOID THIS SECTION IF YOU ARE EXPERIENCING HUNGER PANGS
Alright, you may proceed to the tribal performance! Firebreathing and all!
Where we ate
The lights in the toilet are so pretty!
Fishies outside the toilet!
Shots while waiting to enter the night time animal show!
inside...
The stupidest part of the show has to be when the announcer has REPEATEDLY said in so many languages that NO FLASH is allowed. Yet some deaf idiots continued to use flash... DUMB ASSES....
To think we didn't know the way to the night safari....
"I thought we need to take a bus?!?!?"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
Found this disgusting moth in my room. At about 12a.m, me and my sister were running around like mad people, screaming mind you, trying to chase it out. As i sit here typing this, the moth is still somewhere in my room.... lurking.
DIE MOTH DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UPDATE:
I'VE KILLED THE LITTLE BUGGER!!
*plays victorious music equivalent to Rocky Balboa's Soundtrack*
WHOO HOO!!!!!!!!! I've managed to kill a humongous moth!!! This is a huge achievement as i've never done this in my life!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHHEHEHEHEE
ITS DEAD! If you want to know how it died... i smashed it with an old 8 days magazine with eva longoria on the cover wearing all yellow. So thanks eva!