welcome to my nightmare, or yours really....
welcome to my nightmare, or yours really....
some boy was running and ruining my picture....
SO AFTER THAT... went to DOME to try to get a quick bite... embaressing man. I went in, ordered my food, then went out to sit. Luckily the manager came out and i asked him if he acepted NETS. Turned out the establishment didn't so I left quickly, cancelling my order. Dammit people! I need a credit card...
By the time i reached the laselle bus-stop to meet my family who was going to pick me up, it was 8p.m and we were STARVING... especially ME.. OMG, FOOD was on the top of our minds. So we went to this restaurant to makan. WOW... ALOT of food was served. Mee Goreng, San Mee, Fried Rice with Ikan Billis, Seafood rolls, Baby squid, Crispy Duck, Kang kong, Tofu... there is some more i think... But last and NOT least.. BLACK PEPPER CRAB. I'm drooling just thinking about it....
Man!! It was really filling!!! We were absolutely filled to the brim then we had to collect CAKE...
We went to SSC to collect the cake and went home to sing happy birthday. By the way. It was my sister's birthday. She turned 13.
It was chocolate tiramisu... yummy.
Even though we were REALLY full, our mom insisted we eat some(tradition, long story) so we did and it was great!!
Daddy, Mommy, Nicolette.
Us Kids... Ken, ME, Zakary and b-dae girl Nic....
Sigh, I was damn tired but had a headache... well, so was sunday right? a reminder of what's to come.... BTW, I watched silence of the lambs... awesome movie! A MUST watch.
Song of choice: Multiply - Xzibit.
SPAZ ATTACK!! TOO SHOCKED BY WHAT HAPPENED TODAY
STUNNED BY THE COFFEE. (actually 1 for 1 mocha)
To think i'd rather do this than do RJ. After all, this is voluntary while Rjs are mandatory. here is a nice note. If your like me, a sadist, then read this... http://www.real-crime.co.uk/Murder1/docbmen.htm#Baekeland, its a whose who and what in the world of crime. Speaking of crime... Let me ask u...
If a person does this to you:
1) keeps calling you soo fat
2) keeps insulting you
3) always rakes up the past even though u aren't tt person any more
4) says stuff which is totally ridiculous??
Will you stand it? Even if its your FMOM? (no typo error). This is why i'm so screwed up. I shall explain it to you one by one.
1) Lets call her FB. FB keeps insulting me in front of people like my relatives,like FAT this, FAT that. I want to kill her ok. So i like the way i am... Is that a problem???? I fucking like the way I am and if i want to die early, it will be MY choice. Go and DIE MFB!!!
2) Yeah, every little thing will evoke a snide remark. I can't stand it. Sometimes I just wanna slap her.. but i'm biding my time... trust me, that day will come.
3) Every time i wanna watch something and she is already watching, she will scream at me abt the past things I did. And even so, I'm not like that now... keep bringing it up BITCH?!?!? I'll fucking snap you in 2.
4) I want a TV in my room. Don't let me. Why? Cuz I will stay in my room all day. SO?!?! i WON'T ok FB....Stupid bitch won't let me watch the TV cuz its her fucking money. SO, if I pay for my own can right??? WRONG. She is sooo stupid i bet she hasn't even found her brain yet. Plus she will curse me with stuff like you will never get a job and die poor, you will never get a friend, your husband will beat you, your future kids will hate you. (yes she says that TO MY FACE) What kind of MFB says that to her own kin?!?!?? I wanna tell her to fuck off but i have some level of decency so, in my mind, i'm mentally planning for payback.
I've been holding inside for many years now and finally get to release it out. STUPID ASS. And guess what? Everytime FB talks all i hear is "WAH WAH WAH" or " NAG NAG NAG". There is so much more I can add. Like how FB will put on an act for outsiders and once in the safety confines of an enclosed, sound proofed place and out of earshot of anyone, hear FB go CRAZY. She would start her noise and scream and scream abt shit and more shit. In the end, everyone will have problems with their own P's and M's, but i just choose to vent my frustrations here cuz i can and i will. And people wonder why I'm crazy sometimes. I like to be alone sometimes and i NEED my space.
I would have put up worse words, but it shall forever remain with me.
Anyways, Digressing further.... LIVE THE DREAM IS A FUCKED UP SHOW. NO ONE CAN SING, THERE IS NO TALENT. Why do i say that? Personally, i have had nothing against that show. But honestly sitting through that idiotic show when I could have watched BOSTON LEGAL. Its so frustrating. Especially when they totally screwed up the song "What I've done by Linkin park". THEY CANNOT SING AND THIS SHOW SHOULD HAVE BEEN CANCELLED AT ITS PLANNING STAGES.
So why was i late for school? Blame that FB and that fucked up show. I had to wait until 2 for the show to start. I kno u think i'm stupid. To wait so long for the show to start? Especially when there was the repeats? Well, I when i want to watch a show on that day, I WILL. Blame FB, Blame the Fucked up show. Blame me.. whatever. I think people should thank the lords when I'm angry at something, it won't last long. If not, I will come after people with such vengeance. Oh! To think if I carried out my thoughts at the peak of my anger, I would have no family, 90% of the people I know would have died and I would be psychiatric evaluated every 6 months.
I would also like to mention a person who is a kiss ass. "Oh yeah, u know this, u know that..." BLAH BLAH BLAH.... fucking piece of shit. I HATE KISS ASSES. Their mouths are filthy from all the shit and they deserve to be shot and their teeth pulled out without Novocaine.
Oh, I might not be angry for long. But I can hold a grudge. And a damn long one. Just you wait. I WILL get you. I'm patient and I'm steady. Watch out
This is damn therapeutic. I should do it more often.
Labels: Carcrashes- Standfast
guess who died?
My FAV photo which I took
Don't worry kids. All the photos are in order, so trying guessing our story!!! And also, there are some photos that are a little extra(like the last one) and 1 diff photo but it won't affect the story whatsoever.So awkward... the only chinese girl in the grp! Hahhahaa!!!
From LEFT: Far, Q, Me, Vanessa, Ashikin and Atiqah
Well, as i went home today, i saw 2 lesbians on a bus and 1 of them was a butch and the way they were trying to "sleep" on the bus was hilarious! Well, decided to take a few random shots...
In case u dun know... its the ones in yellow.
The sun was setting, the view was nice!
Bloody fucking K.P.O AUNTIE or LAO PO kept staring at my phone
It was damm hot in the bus. The stupid uncle dunno the meaning of turning it up??!?! Plus I wanted to see how I looked like.
Pics at vanessa's place on mon and trying on her necklace :)
At sch, last week, and it's hot.
For character design last friday, we had to do a montage. So we used sheng as our model for the cleft lip boy!
Our end result!
Do i look nice in this?
or this? Whatever, i still bought the 2nd one.
I know it's not clear, but its been pruned. Badly.
So anyways, took alot of pics yesterday when i finally went to bed after all the plucking, chopping and washing. I took pictures of the things i drew on the 1st day which i got a C for... damm shaun... "There's always time" guy is an ass...
Its amateurish and bad, i know.
Me and my work!
Well, after all, it only took me like 10 mins to complete it? Hahaha, i was bored and tired.. I hate this school, it makes me feel old and useless compared to the younger, more fresh faced year ones... Stupid right? But i wanna go overseas and study and work. I know we will miss studying and doing stuff like this when we start working, but i like memories and i love my frens even more(the true ones that is....) So i don''t know what the hell i'm thinking. This is just a very random piece of thought from me.
Anyways, more random pics of me...
Reading... Old School.
What? The Bunny Died???
Rockin it like Elvis! Failing....
HEY! No pics....
Me and MY BEST FRIEND!
He is one of my best buds! I tell him my problems and he listens, I scold him and he just stares at me knowing that he is always wrong, and he is always patient with me... I love him! Loves!!!
MONKAY!!! Sigh, no wonder my toothpaste stock is always running low.. HE"S BEEN SNEAKY!
Hahahaa.... She didn't catch tt!
My eyes look weird dontcha think?
Taken only today!
My laptop screen!
What's so funny?
And here's looking at you kid!
Ok, even more random is that i took a few pics of my younger brother a while back while I had to babysit him and i decided to do a little magic on his hair... A before and after!
AFTER!
For this pic, he insisted on having his transformer toy with him.... and we kinda went crazy with the gel...
That's not drool, that's chewing something....
BYE!
Song of choice: The Actor- Michael Learns to Rock