Schadenfreude

unresolved issues

Thursday, October 23, 2008, 11:21 PM

I think i might have some unresolved issues with some people or an institution.

I have an anger in my belly that won't go away apparently. I feel so pissed off that i just want to punch somebody in the face and see the blood fall drop. By drop.

As sadistic as I am, i will NEVER do that but you can imagine the amount of anger i feel.

A few days ago i was walking along BB when i stopped at a traffic light and i was waiting to cross the road when these bunch of malay teenage boys came up from behind me and grabbed me.

Just kidding la :D.... i was listening to my music when one of those idiots decided it was a good laugh to his mates to scream AHHHHH in my ear. FUCKING ASSHOLES. I know of some malay guys and they are really good fellows but these STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS COCK SUCKERS ASS LICKERS PIECES OF SHITS decided that they want to deafen me or frighten me. So i was standing there quietly and one of them just screamed at me.

What did i do?? Nothing. And that pisses me off. I could have done so many things to him. Hurting him would be good. But what did i do? I WALKED AWAY. What good did that do??? I feel so frustrated.... URGH. I should have called the police and reported them for an assult and battery case. OR BETTER YET. Drag them to the place where the 2 girls were murdered and tie them to that bloody lampost.(I mean no disrespect to the tragic deaths of the girls who died there, may they R.I.P) . My brother was in the police force and he told us that in all the places, that lampost area was "dirty" in a spiritual sense. And also, when I walk past the place at night, somehow the light is the dimmest out of all the other lamps.... Hmmm..

MOVING ON. I do not want to waste my time talking about stupid assholes anymore.

Guess what I did for my module today??

Topic 07 - It's a Mystery
For interactive entertainment.

OOH. Sounds interesting huh? Let's see the problem statement...

You are amongst a privileged few invited to spend a weekend at the mansion and home of a very rich but reclusive billionaire Mr. Sum
On arrival together with all the guests, you were each given an identity and mask to wear throughout as:

Col. Mustard (Yellow)

Prof. Plum (Purple)

Mr. Green (Green)

Mrs. Peacock (Blue)

Miss Scarlett (Red)

Mrs. White (White)

Sounds familiar??? Well, for those retards out there, the game is cluedo. and this was what we had to deliver by the end of the day:

Find out who the murderer is amongst you, by playing out your chosen character (or become the next victim

Show how the “components” of the game were used to produce specific entertaining experiences to captivate the players?

Which basically means, "Play the game for the whole day then at the end, talk about what you've played. Oh and give me some slides too yea?"

WHICH COULD HAVE TAKEN ME 10 FUCKING MINS TO DO.... BUT NO. THIS IS THE FANTASTIC PBL AT WORK BY GIVING US A BOARD GAME TO PLAY THE ENTIRE DAY.

Which is why i came late. I can't and shan't be bothered anymore. I'll turn up when I turn up. With shitty modules like this, how can i graduate?? Do u know we will look like the biggest fools in the working world because we lack the proper training needed for a certain job?!?!?
But after talking to some good friends, i decided to tough it out and come to class everyday. Yes. Even though i LOATHE class through every fibre of my being, i shall come to class everyday.

I think i'm getting quieter and quieter in class. Firstly, i can't say this enough times, I HATE CLASS. Its boring and stupid. So are some of the people there. ESP this one girl who only pretends to talk to me. PLEASE BITCH. GO TO HELL. NO NEED YOUR FUCKING CHARITY.
Also, i have no good friends!!! SOB! :( No one to totally bitch to. I need a break to meet them. So basically go in and don't talk at all. And now since the faci for this module has said i insulted him too many times the last lesson then FINE. I'll completely shut up. NO TALKING RIGHT?? Except for your precious fans... Let them have the luxury of talking and talking until my ears fall off but you'll still love them right cuz their yur mate YEA????

I'm beginning to sound like someone i would rather not turn into. Hopefully i can get some sort of happiness in my life right now....