Schadenfreude

Thursday, October 9, 2008, 8:35 PM

FUCK THE WORLD

I feel like crying right now.

FYP sucks. School sucks. What else... YEAH. SOMEONE always never go sch. so FUCK THE WORLD. I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT RIGHT NOW.

FYP keep changing ideas. We don't have enough time as it is still want to change? FINE. I GIVE UP. You guys can take over.

SCHOOL MOTHERFUCKING SUCKS. This is an average day of how i spend my school time.

6.50a.m- 7.20a.m: Wake up or try to wake up and get prepared, reluctantly.

7.20a.m-7.25a.m: Walk to bus stop to think about what boring day awaits me.
While waiting for the bus, talk to TY or ponder why the fuck did i go to RP in the first place.

7.30a.m - 8.20a.m: Look out the bus window with thoughts about my life going down the toilet because the stupid sch system doesn't have a proper curriculum or study structure. Missing my home and getting sian-er and sian-er as the bus approaches the interchange.

8.20a.m - 8.30+a.m: Taking either the 902 or the 169 to sch. I'm already getting pissed off and missing home.

8.30+a.m - 4.00p.m: This is what i do all day. STONE. + i get damn sian and pissed off at the stupid sch. End of the day i pack as fast as I can and run to the bus stop to go home. I don't want to spend another minute at that hell hole. i try to dodge the fake and downright nasty people by not talking to them.

My tolerance level for these assholes are pretty high. But today was BAD. Let's do maths shall we?
Last night i slept for 3 to 4 hrs...

Tired+learning tt gd fren was nt gonna go to sch+stupid sch+even stupider system+people who waste my time by TALKING ABT NOTHING= ME WITH DOUBLE DOSE OF PMS.

Thank god i had enough self control to not kill those people with 1 slap. FUCKING PIECES OF SHIT COULD NOT SHUT THE F-U-C-K UP.

LET'S TALK ABOUT THEM SHALL WE?!?!?!

We shall start with the one I call BIG TRAP.
His trap is so fucking big he can fit a piano in his mouth. He talks like everyone in the fucking room is deaf so he starts to SHOUT annoying things. He butts into people's business all the time and offers his not so quiet opinions which no one WANTS.

2nd person is the one i call RAPIST FACE.
His face is fugly and he says he doesn't believe in marriage. WELL DUH! CUZ NO ONE WANTS A RAPIST FOR AS HUSBAND. PLEASE LOR, as if the girls are swooning as he walks past. His ego is so big that he thinks he's the "man". This "man" with a sausage for a dick has girls PUKING blood and vomit, having multiple seizures and tearing their hair out with their feet. But his EGO is so fucking big that his eyes cannot see his surroundings. He probably thinks they are bowing to his feet. Also, with his FAKE accent, he rules the world!! EH HELLO, yur "cool" accent which you might think makes you more high class is so fake that barbie looks more real. Where did you learn tt fake english accent?? CHINA???

See the red dot??? Was that where you learned your fake accent?? Can't see? Let me get you a close up.

Fantastic huh.

Next I'll move on to someone i'll call LAZY PIECE OF SHIT.
Well, the name says it all. this person doesn't do work but sits on her ass and facebooks all day long. And she chats with her DARLING also. Thank god she knows i can't stand her. If she doesn't then i should make it clearer by telling her.

3 of them make my blood boil. I can't wait to get out of this shitty piece of sch which is my next topic.

THIS stupid shit ass backward school is so f-lousy. What do students do all day?!?!? STONE. CHAT. SURF INTERNET FOR PORN(some people do that). For me, i like a challenge. Give me something to stimulate my mind, give me something challenging. A project that is WORTH doing. Not like stupid fyp... that's fucking bullshit. 99% of the time what do we learn in sch? NOTHING. Its day in day out. Nothing memorable, nothing to challenge the mind. And what happens to us after a few days? OUR BRAIN CELLS START TO DIE. I pity those yr 3/4 students whose brain has either completely shriveled off or still has a few cells surviving the black hole in our skull. Hopefully we can graduate sooner so that we can replenish those cells as we learn and grow from another school.

Well, i can't be totally down on RP. After all i did learn a few things in the 3 yrs i've been stuck in this hell-hole.

1. Never make friends who you can't fully absolutely trust.
2. When changing classes, remember to record it in your phone.
3. Since the above 2 are correct, its best when in STA to do the disposable method. Talk to a person then DUMP them the moment your out of class. After all, you gotta protect yourself from all the backstabbing shit that goes on. Choose only a SELECT group of people you can trust and stick with them. They are like gold, truly worth having yet only so few.
4. Ignore, tolerate and smile. Practise these 3 methods to get you through 3 miserable years in RP a.k.a Mental instiution.
5. Any extra curriculum activities? CANCEL THEM AND GO HOME. Home is the sweetest place on earth compared to there.
6. How to survive UT? Stare at the screen until you start. When you have ended, pack your bags immediately and go HOME.

This is advice for me actually and what i do mostly.

It feels good to rant.