IS A FREAKIN' BORE!!!
Damnit. If i had known i would not have even come. I would have slept at home and ate my heart out instead of pretending to be full there. The reason i hate it so much is because of my family members. I shall not go into details but my grandma likes to call me fat and always says that i shouldn't eat so much. I was telling all of these to HJ and she made me feel so much better... I feel so blessed to have a friend like her!!! Yar... so tt's why i din eat alot. Plus the food sucks so tt's why i don't want to eat. I'll show all of them for calling me names like fat, fatty, piggie.... And you think i have issues?!?! It stems from all those assholes. How do they like it if i called them by nicknames that were hurtful? I'll show them all.....
In the end I was only in 1 or 2 shots because i kept hiding. I din want my pic to be taken. I always feel such low self esteem when I'm with them. I'd rather shoot myself than to be in a room with them. OH and guess what? I have to be in the same room with my auntie, uncle and cousin for the stupid wedding. WHOOP DE FUCKING DOO.
Here's me, hiding. My bro turns 21.
These r the ones who are abt to get married...
Just in case, this is my zara dress and i'm in tights.
I just hate to go out in public with them. They honestly make me feel like i'm a useless lump which takes up space. Well, next time, i'm gonna feign sickness everytime i have to "hang" with them. I've got more important things to do like be myself and not let their hurtful comments and attitudes get to me.
Labels: A Beautiful Lie - 30 seconds to Mars
