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MOI!! Felicia here, I'm just trying to keep a blog. No frills, no spills.
Age:20 DOB: 5th Feb 1988
Schools:Nanyang Pri, St' Margaret's, Republic Poly
Hopefully someone who reads this knows the pain i went through to get the codes right
ENJOY
mood swings...
Saturday, September 1, 2007, 11:30 PM
HAPPY---> SAD----> FRIGHTENED ----> RELIEF ------> HAPPY :D
alright. Wondering about the above words?
Well, that was my mood for today. It's a wheel of emotions and most of them concern my work at a certain place which i shall not mention.
Firstly. HAPPY.
1) lazing around, playing computer, doing nothing, going to church, then......
SAD
2) found out that I needed to clarify whether i needed to work on monday again so i called my aunt to sms her abt my other aunt's #.
FRIGHTENED
3) found out tt my other aunt (let's call her aunt X) didn't know and thought i was going there for 3 weeks. SO went to confirm with her staff. The period of waiting was HORRIBLE.... I was too upset to concentrate on anything, let alone pray, other than praying I don't go back there.
RELIEF
4) Din have to go after all!!! SAFE for now. I'm not too upset about the money cuz i really don't want to do another boring thing....
HAPPY
5) Now just chatting happily and arranging outings hahahaha!!!
Phew, that sums it up.
What else was on my mind?? Oh yeah. Sometimes i feel like the world is against me and i don't like it. Like some of my "friends" aren't my friends at all. FAKERS. I hate it u know, especially when you have to bear them cuz you know you have no choice. I know a few and i've feeling them alot in my life so that's why i have this defense mechanism where i talk alot but nothing sincere comes out of my mouth. Or... hmmm, i dunno what i do, my mind just draws a blank i guess and after all that, i won't care anymore... Well whatever i do, it affects people and i think people can tell from my behaviour... i was hurt alot and i've developed hardened skin to deal with it. I know life and I've been getting a few lemons my way.
Well, what do i say? I'll scream back in your face "THROW WHATEVER YOU HAVE BITCH! READ MY FUCKING LIPS. B.R.I.N.G I.T O.N!"
after all, i'm not called vindictive viper for nothing. I have my ways you see... The thing about snakes? they strike back and although i might not look like the type, i will. You strike me? I'll strike back so watch out.
OK... that was real heavy stuff! On the lighter side of things... there might be more improvements on the way so stay tuned! (though i might be writing to myself, i prefer it actually :D hahaha.....)
